Empowering one’s husband – The Choodala Way
This is the story of Queen Choodala. Normally queens have a
leisurely life style with no worries except to keep their body youthful and
attractive for the King. They might take bath in perfumed Rosewater daily and
do many such oddities. Queen Choodala was different in many ways. She was after
self-realization and followed the tantrik path. As a fringe-benefit, she
acquired certain special powers (siddhies). For example, anima, by which one
can move from the gross plane to take the subtle plane for travel ! Anima is
a no-holds-barred travel enabling one to float and move around as you wish.
Since the person takes the subtle form, the speed is unmatched and the traveler will be invisible! One can traverse through Air or Water with equal
ease.
Choodala had a strong but rather naive man as her King. She
wanted to raise him to her own level. He should be an embodiment of power and
wisdom, she thought. Even in close embrace, she was planning ways to make him
enlightened. King Sikhidhwaja, however, didn’t have any inkling of his wife’s designs.
He never knew that the Queen had already become an enlightened person. She
could have made a demonstration of her special powers giving a well-deserved
kick to her simpleton husband but she refrained from doing so. There is a time
for everything..and miracles are for children. The siddhies are not to be used
for self-glorification, at any rate.
She started giving him a primer in spirituality.
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The transactions of the world adding to one’s worries.The
transient nature of all pleasures. The resultant craving. The nearing Death.
There is no one-stop remedy. If only one knows the origin of
sorrow, one can transcend it.
Evidently, Choodala was a good teacher. However, her student
was less-than-average who couldn’t even envisage a neutral state of mind in which
one functions without any strings attached.
No sense of ownership, no pre-conceived
notions, no hatred or ill-feelings, no particular affinity or anything…
The sessions had a tell-tale effect on the Queen. She became
much more radiant and beautiful.
The King was wondering,
Oh my beloved wife, you’re a stunner now! Looking serene as
well as vibrant. I get purified looking at you!
Choodala didn’t feel elated.
Anybody can attain this provided s/he makes a conscious
effort.
Get purified from all sources. Even from man-woman relationship
including love-making. Your mind will be filled with Ananda .You will be so pleasant
like the earth on a full-moon night. When the whole being become pleasant, all
your aadhis (anxieties) and vyadhis (ill-health) will just wither-away.
In spite of her best efforts, King Sikhidhwaja didn’t show
any improvement. He already had some ideas about spiritual life and decided to
practice them. What’s the use in knowing the nitty-gritties of theory if one
doesn’t put them into practice? He shunned the royal luxuries bestowed on him
by default. Gave away huge donations in gold and cows to the needy and
not-so-needy. Undertook difficult pilgrimages.
Of course, the package involved taking up arduous vrithas
too and the King carried it out verbatim.
He took a sabbatical from the daily grind and wandered like
a mendicant. It made no change as he felt down and restless again. Ananda remained
elusive. What’s more, he found it increasingly difficult to run the
kingdom.
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One day King Sikhidwaja spoke his mind to the Queen.
Beloved Choodala, I’m feeling down and out. Its time to call
it a day. Please allow me to enter Vanaprastha. Virakti has caught up with me.
I want to settle myself in a place away from people’s gaze. My love, don’t say
no to me.
Choodala tried to resist him but her plea fell in deaf ears.
The King had already made up his mind.
At the dead of the night, King Sikhidhwaja released himself
slowly from the life-giving embrace of the Queen, silently bid adieu and walked
out. He left the border and entered into a dense forest. He never felt lonely.
He was one with it, like a river flowing into the sea. For ten days he was on
his feet, journeying through the forest until he found a lake and an elevated
plateau . He built a small ashram there.
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Now, I shall restart my japa, dhyana and mantra sessions…all in peace…Nobody is going to bother me.
His tapas was getting momentum.
Choodala felt very sad. How strange! People at the receiving end of excellent
counseling and professional advice sliding downhill. They were supposed to be in
search for Truth.
Over to Choodala now. She was quite crest-fallen as expected
but she was worried about her husban's safety.She summoned her siddhi, anima and
traveled through the sky. She saw him walking away, sword in hand, and his favourite
mantra on lips.
She mused for a while.
There is no point in dissuading my husband. He has to walk
his path entirely on his own and learn from experience. In fact, everything is
happening for the good. I can only function as a facilitator. Meanwhile,I'll
have a constant check on his status.
She went back to the palace through the sky-route and
slept. Like the crescent moon in the
sky!
People were told that the King was away on a mission. Queen
Choodala ruled the country with equal concern for everyone, treating them as
her own offspring.
Eighteen years had passed.
Its time to meet my husband, she thought. She took the
sky-route again and reached her husband’s humble abode. Sikhidhwaja was there,
changed completely in physical appearance. No signs of a King or a man of
authority. No signs of a Yogi either. He had become a total wreck.
Truth is ananda itself which is inherent in every
human-being. One does not have to do any special-purpose karma for its
attainment.
Both the Rajah and the Yogi have equal potential to work out
their ways to discover ananda. One has to avoid cravings and aversions of any
kind. One has to do away with discrimination of any kind. That’s all.
My
husband had given weightage to the yogic ways and chucked his responsibilities
as a King. He fell into turmoil. Obviously, his was not an exercise in selflessness but an
act in eccentricity. He should
be stopped from deviating any further.
I shall disguise myself and approach him as a balayogi (teen-age
sanyasin).
He'll listen to me and take me seriously which he would not have done otherwise.Though an accumulation oddities, he is a clean-hearted guy who deserves enlightenment.
Choodala changed her appearance to that of a Brahmin Brahmachari. Just a few minutes of meditation was sufficient. In another two minutes she reached right in front of her husband. Sikhidhwaja sprang up on his feet.
Ha...The son of God has descended!
Sikhidhwaja was overwhelmed by the Balayogi's presence. He removed his methiyadi (footwear) , walked upto the boy and welcomed him with flowers.
Oh Lord, I'm blessed.
Kindly tell me where are you from.
The balayogi replied with a smile.
Punyatman, you're great! Leaving a bountiful country and its upright citizens, you've reached here for attaining nirvana. You will be rewarded.
Sikhhidhwaja was quite surprised.
Bhagwan, you know everything. May I ask who you are? And may I inquire your whereabouts ?
Why did you take the trouble to come all the way ?
Relax, said the Balayogi.
I shall answer your queries. Prior to that, let me tell you this story about Narada .
The brahmarshi was meditating inside a cave near the Ganges. It so happened that he casually glanced over the river during a break and saw beautiful damsels taking bath. They were freaking-out in water in full nude ! The scene made a sudden impact on the brahmarshi and he was overpowered by lust !
Narada felt a heavy stuff moving down through his spine which got jerked out, exploding !
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He'll listen to me and take me seriously which he would not have done otherwise.Though an accumulation oddities, he is a clean-hearted guy who deserves enlightenment.
Choodala changed her appearance to that of a Brahmin Brahmachari. Just a few minutes of meditation was sufficient. In another two minutes she reached right in front of her husband. Sikhidhwaja sprang up on his feet.
Ha...The son of God has descended!
Sikhidhwaja was overwhelmed by the Balayogi's presence. He removed his methiyadi (footwear) , walked upto the boy and welcomed him with flowers.
Oh Lord, I'm blessed.
Kindly tell me where are you from.
The balayogi replied with a smile.
Punyatman, you're great! Leaving a bountiful country and its upright citizens, you've reached here for attaining nirvana. You will be rewarded.
Sikhhidhwaja was quite surprised.
Bhagwan, you know everything. May I ask who you are? And may I inquire your whereabouts ?
Why did you take the trouble to come all the way ?
Relax, said the Balayogi.
I shall answer your queries. Prior to that, let me tell you this story about Narada .
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Narada felt a heavy stuff moving down through his spine which got jerked out, exploding !
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